Nowadays, leftists are more depressed than right wingers, studies show.
I am a 30 years old European and I find myself useless, incompetent, with a constant feeling of guilt. Everyday is a battle for me, trying to keep myself whole: to be productive at work, to keep my bare social skills active, to grind the game and, most important of all, to develop my manhood which I lack so so much.
My manhood is firghtingly low and it’s a struggle to keep up with the game. I barely perform my mondaine chores and responsibilities and I am unable to win a competition with others as I am unfit, uneducated, I lack the mindset to duel. As such, I dodge most activities (except for my work). Despite this, I strive and will keep on striving to push through and to bring my manhood on an acceptable level.
The way I’ve been educated, the mentality I’ve been fed is neither good nor bad, but incompatible with the current times, with the grind mentality that’s been normalized, with the American ideology which is the future and it is the only ideology that can bring peace among us. My argument is the human nature. As Aristotel stated in his writings, the human being is a social animal (zoon politikon). That “zoon” is one of the 3 fundamentals of the human being: the animal side, the social aspect and the spiritual need. Liberalism overlooks the animalistic side of the individual. It gradually becomes an impediment into the individual’s life. It is fundamentally mandatory to develop the manhood and the womenhood from an early age for it is part of the biological construct, it is part of the human being, our species; humanity. As such, in order to act as a whole, to bypass our differences, we have to accept our nature, our animalistic side. Only then, we will act together, united as a species. Capitalism is our food chain and only the fittest should survive. It is not a “me” competition. It is not a battle between identities, personalities, egos. It is a struggle like any other species’: to survive and to evolve. The American ideology understood this and provided absolute freedom long ago within their states and, now, we can see the limitations of liberalism. However, we should not go berserk and turn ourselves into dystopia. We should avoid a third war at all costs and have the powers of the world understand that the American ideology has nothing to do with America, but with humanity. Parallel to this, we must remember that, regardless of being a hero or a foe, kindness remains the common ground between any party. In our darkest hours, we cry for kindness. Hence, instead of fixing something, we better prevent it. Be kind and responsible in your actions.
As for us, the poor participants whom are too far behind, I make a call to the grand players to use kindness in their actions and allow for an intermediary tier where some can play until their doom or grind out of it.
I’m afraid of dying an unfulfilled man, but I comfort myself at the thought that I am a sum of thoughts popping in and out of existence and some stay here for longer.
Emanuel Ștefancu 